I getting pretty worried now (which is horrible as I have bad anxiety), that the good feeling I was getting is not happening anymore even if I try up to 400mg a day.
I can tolerate the injury pain but just want to have that same happiness I’ve had for the last 2 years. I don’t want to be a depressed anxious mess ever again and the last 2 years have been the most confident and productive of my adult life. Which I know in itself is pathetic.
I just wish I can keep waking up happy and not sad again, like taking as a med to keep me going right and not just feeling hopeless. The more I think of this the worse I feel.
Thanks for hearing me out.